The Journey
HEART DRIVE CONFIDENCE
I was born in Hendon London, United Kingdom on the 20th of May 1987. From as far as I can remember I was the black sheep of the family and I was constantly reminded that if I continued to be rebellious I would never find direction in life or be able to stand on my own two feet. I never doubted then that it was true.
I grew up in Suva, Fiji with parents who were both hard working and influential people. They were respected for the things they believed in and worked to achieve their respective goals. Memories of my mother heading an organisation that was responsible for the construction of sporting venues for the Regional Games and constantly having to meet deadlines in spite of inclement weather astounded me as she managed to complete these projects one by one and just in time. She was certainly a high achiever. I also recall the many times when she and my aunts would congregate on our deck and plan traditional events for immediate and extended family alike and such gatherings continuously burn through my memory of women who were not only formidable but vivacious, who had a will and made a way to succeed in whatever they pursued. Such were their determination and drive that it left a lasting legacy with me. Gender equality was never an issue for me.I was raised to believe that women were equal to men because they had the same earning power and contributed equally to the family purse and so it was these women who were a very influential part of my life and I have always looked at them with great admiration.
As a young student, I had to experience the value of education by having to dig deep and put my childishness and stubborn behaviour aside. I knew what needed to be done if I wanted to be the same as my siblings but I continued to struggle because of my rebellious streak. I felt a sense of anger all the time and my rebellious nature became worse. I realise today that I gained nothing from it but only made those around me disheartened. My journey through high school was a series of unforgettable dramatic events. I landed myself on my last year of secondary at Adi Cakobau boarding school. Adi Cakobau School taught me the importance of sisterhood, that regardless of background when you entered the school gates we were all one and the same. They taught me how to appreciate and be grateful for the opportunities that I had and most importantly to appreciate and respect my family regardless.
My father was a big influence in my life, he understood me and encouraged me to turn my bad habits into something positive. Just his silence and big heart would always make me feel worthy and that I was destined for greater things, although I could not see it then. His remarks was something that I valued and realised his words instilled into me a determination to prove everyone wrong one day. He was the light that I focused on whenever I felt like I was in a dark tunnel. I realised that a father’s love is real and the bond that I enjoyed with him was the catalyst I needed to push me beyond my limitations to succeed in life.
Inspiration came as a young girl; I saw a picture of Princess Diana holding a poor child close to her heart. She was not born a princess yet she became one and gave back by showing she had HEART.
Every child has the right to education even those who are born into poverty.
PRINCESs OF WALES
The fire in me started when I saw my grand Aunt give her heart to children whilst she worked for UNICEF and used her power through education to uplift and empower children. This is where I saw myself heading towards. Seeing the work she was doing motivated me to become an early childhood teacher. I was determined to be just like her. She gave me DRIVE
It dawned on me that I would not be able to be like her because I didn’t have a master’s degree or any relevant experience.. I was an unqualified teacher in a world that only respects those with papers
ADI DAVILA TOGANIVALU
So I started at the bottom and nearly lost my heart, volunteering my time at the YWCA kindergarten in Suva. Teachers were not considered as professionals although some of them were qualified, they were looked upon rather as nannies and had limited resources, knowledge and skill to know that the learning environment in the early childhood years is different from that in the school sector.
The opportunity arose for me to study in New Zealand and what confronted me was a first world education system and bountiful resources. It was not what I had expected. Children were given resources and taught strategies to become confident, independent, thinkers and learners. The fire inside me started again.
ENGELA LEEVERS
(Photo credit: Engela Leevers (Mammarazzi Nina)
I walked into a centre as an unqualified teacher, not knowing how many hours I would get to work but did it because I needed to support my family and keep myself in a classroom. I met a Team leader who took me under her wings. She had a passion for Pacific children and this gave me the CONFIDENCE to explore and discover myself by using my strengths to higher levels.
Teaching should be fun. It is what drives you to wake up in the morning and walk into a classroom filled with energetic pre-schoolers. She taught me to think outside the box and that teaching was a craft that can only grow. She also inspired me to always ‘Dream Big’ and that there was NO,NO in NO which meant that regardless of any situation, you should never give up trying. Her mentoring became like a religion to me as there was no turning back and to do the impossible was inevitable. This was also the seed that was sown to create EduFijiKidz.
I thought of the children in my homeland and the dream to share with them the experience that children in New Zealand had and was not always appreciated haunted me. The desire and longing inside of me was uncontainable. I wanted to give back, I needed to give back and emulate what those strong women in my family stood for and this made me stronger in my resolve.
I realised that the only way I was going to achieve this was through my profession in early childhood education. I had come this far in my career through the strong women that guided and supported me. Through continuous mentoring and guidance, I have not only become a stronger person but a stronger leader and a confident teacher.
EdufijiKidz is not about one person taking on the world alone, it is a project that is not only about giving children the best start in education but also about empowering women and those that lead the next generation to inspire them and give children wings to fly.
The colours of the rainbow on our logo symbolises the children around the world including my Fiji - that regardless of colour, gender and background they have equal opportunities to quality education and that through us they find their “Pot Of Gold.” The flower represents the empowerment of women, perfecting their teaching craft creating a solid base foundation for children’s learning.
~ One Vision, One Goal, One Belief ~
Everyone with a dream can make it happen. If you have faith and drive it is possible. My eldest son was born when I was 18. When you are a young mum the world may see you as if that is all you will ever be. I make them wrong. My boys gave me the strength to want to change the world. They made me stronger than I ever thought I could be and a big part of what I do is for them. So stand strong, be courageous and never give up fighting for your dream. You will never regret taking that first step.
EDUFIJI KIDZ CHARITABLE TRUST
"Its the early steps that determines a child's future"